김여희 - 나의 노래
Kim Yeo Hee - My Song
들어봐 내 심장의 울림을 조용한 내 외침을
모두 다 안될꺼라 하고 힘들다고 했지만
난 노래 할꺼야 이 노랠 위해서 얼마나 많은 눈물과 아픔을 견뎌왔는지-
난 노래 할꺼야 이게 진짜 나야 이 모습이 나야
언제까지나 난 소리칠꺼야 아무도 몰라도 모두가 비웃어도
난 노래해…
I find that I tend to listen better in the morning, probably because it is one of the only times in the day that I am completely alone. I get ready in silence, I hear “going down!” as I hit the elevator button, the low hum of the garage fan, the car door closing and the engine starting, gate opening clickclickclickclick… traffic, wind, computer keys clicking, a yawn,…
Sigh. The sun actually woke up with me today and I enjoyed its company on the way to work. I hope he enjoyed our morning date and will come out again tomorrow. I’m scared that I’m interested in him more than he is in me. Oh, Seattle.
Breathing this morning air in, listening to music, and sipping on a cup of coffee - I feel happy. Although I can’t even begin to finish a list of how many things are wrong in my life right now, there is this underlying layer of joy that I can’t seem to suppress.
I think I can summarize this in one thought,
“I am where I’m supposed to be, right here, right now.”
I’m back.
Will be inside this picture soon. Perhaps I will leave my heart in San Francisco… and the weather people will be wrong about it raining this coming week. Maybe. Hopefully. Gotta be.